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No heat to cook my black soul,  eternally reduced to inexistence  My fallen heart,  a masochist given a life of shards  Blood of my hollow existence  lies among the warmth of fallen wax  and Silence kills all remnants that please the inedible sane   
By sacred candlelight I write to her,  deprived of all energy  This vendetta I can carry no longer,  This pain I will bear no more  She screams for sadistic fun,  She begs for every scar,  this forever fresh hell I know as Life   
Attempts to flee spawned by many false epiphanies  Agony blooms at every instance &

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So long...

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 5, 2008, 10:24 PM
So uninspired...
So busy...


Its lame

-Marian

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  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: cardboard box
  • Personal Quote: *To feel is a sin. To not is tragic.*

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!amyperticone:iconamyperticone: Mar 1, 2008, 3:29:20 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~iamsuicidal:iconiamsuicidal: Sep 5, 2006, 6:32:31 AM
Hi there, long time no see...

How are you doing?


blessed Be..

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:glomp: One huggle for the one I love
:glomp: One huggle for the one I hate
:glomp: One huggle for the one my freinds and family
:glomp: MILLIONS FOR YOU!
=chaoticdarkness:iconchaoticdarkness: Jun 18, 2006, 2:53:39 PM
:poke:

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Sometimes life's too short to think twice...
=chaoticdarkness:iconchaoticdarkness: Apr 12, 2006, 8:28:21 PM
:poke: wow you were on recently...haha it's been such a long time =p

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Sometimes life's too short to think twice...
~theundesired:icontheundesired: Oct 11, 2005, 8:35:32 PM
in case any of us aren't here tomorrow... i want it to be known that i think about marian and jessica everyday, adn i love them boht very much. and i'm sorry and i feel guilty everyday for all the things i've done. i dont know if it bothers you any, but it eats at me everyday. things change and can never be the same... but i love you both so much, even though i dont really show it... and i'm sorry for that too... you can think i'm full of shit if you want, but this is true... i miss you.
=chaoticdarkness:iconchaoticdarkness: Sep 16, 2005, 3:15:47 PM
:poke: Mariaaaaaaaaaann where and how have you been? =O

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Sometimes life's too short to think twice...
~youthincrisis:iconyouthincrisis: Aug 20, 2005, 8:44:17 AM
Hey! Why haven't you been posting in your works ? :(

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"Believing is an act of the intellect assenting to the divine truth by command of the will moved by God, through grace."
~Mustane-Mk2:iconMustane-Mk2: Jul 6, 2005, 1:10:16 AM
you too have an intereasting writing style :) but indeed a morbid or depressive theme. Nice writing

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- September 19th= National Pirate speak day -

:ninjaeat: Got you're lunch! ^^
~xbadacidpunkx:iconxbadacidpunkx: May 4, 2005, 12:03:00 PM
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~mentallyblind:iconmentallyblind: Apr 5, 2005, 5:47:58 PM
Just dropping by. My head hurts... if you were only here to beat my head in with a crow bar..... Der... Love you kiddo... and that's a funny name, dun you think? I want my top hat...

[Mr. Owl]
=chaoticdarkness:iconchaoticdarkness: Mar 13, 2005, 8:15:09 AM
:poke:

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Sometimes life's too short to think twice...
=chaoticdarkness:iconchaoticdarkness: Mar 5, 2005, 3:21:58 PM
hello..just thought I'd stop by..I hope u've been well..take care =)

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Sometimes life's too short to think twice...
~aprilsloveaffair:iconaprilsloveaffair: Jan 30, 2005, 8:37:18 PM
- Intersting...Who is one of your favorite writers?
- ~ aprilsloveaffair
thanks mucho

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what the fuck thats all i can say about the situation...what the fuck
~sweetlildevil:iconsweetlildevil: Jan 7, 2005, 3:23:30 PM
Yeah, I've been rather busy because of my relationship and not to mention school. My parents are being a drag..I just wanna murder them. Shame I can't haha. I haven't been poetic in like forever. I suppose i'll never get over this writting block.

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Boyfriends come and go, love stays with you till the bitter end.
~yssirhc:iconyssirhc: Jan 3, 2005, 4:47:24 PM
ahhh... my little sex kitten... talking to you usually makes me feel better in tymes like these... anywho, i e-mailed u not so long ago.. i guess i'll see u tomorrow @ skewl then....

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You must've mistaken me for someone else... because you're telling this to me as though I actually give a damn...
~mentallyblind:iconmentallyblind: Jan 3, 2005, 12:36:23 PM
La La My head hurts sweetie. I need to work on my photo's for our collab however I have no program anymore... I'm sorry.. Maybe one day soon... In a month or so..
~mentallyblind:iconmentallyblind: Jan 3, 2005, 12:35:55 PM
La La My head hurts sweetie. I need to work on my photo's for our collab however I have no program anymore... I'm sorry.. Maybe one day soon... In a month or so..
~sollofilth:iconsollofilth: Dec 23, 2004, 12:52:36 PM
just letting you know i'm around...

=sollo=

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"From Nothing I Have Risen...
And From Nothing I Still Rise"
~mentallyblind:iconmentallyblind: Dec 22, 2004, 12:51:06 PM
You haven't been online in ages love. I'm so glad to see you around again. I've missed thee so muches. Tuesday was great. I can not wait to go to walmart and then get meh photos and show them to you and be all like 'what then ho'... I hope they turn out, and most of them should. I've already planned my next shoot, with you, and candy.. gummy bears specifically. But that's the next plan. Unless you have something other in mind. Anyway, I'm off to walmart to drop off those pictures. YaY!

[Mr. Owl]
`demonlight:icondemonlight: Nov 8, 2004, 10:41:02 AM
'Ello. I classify you as a literary deviant. As such, you qualify for a watch, as long as you respond. I am trying to round up as many writers as possible, because we simply don't get enough recognition. So we will have to give each other recognition instead. So if you comment me, I'll do the same for you. I make it a matter of pride to leave in depth critiques, and value my DevFriends.

What do you think?

(please note that I am away this week - so it might be a little while before I get back to you)

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Deconstructuralist.
=chaoticdarkness:iconchaoticdarkness: Nov 7, 2004, 8:04:20 PM
I havent heard from u in ages!!..how've u been? O.O

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Sometimes life's too short to think twice...
~theundesired:icontheundesired: Nov 4, 2004, 4:35:32 PM
hey. i'm glad i saw you at the mall. i swear to coem see you when i actually get a car or someone to take me.... that is if you still want to see me....
~TEAM-DEAMON:iconTEAM-DEAMON: Oct 22, 2004, 3:20:12 AM
*pounces on you and snuggles up to you*

Its IMASUICIDAL here, in a new guise...

*sucks your nose*

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Team Deamon has moved!

~Lord-Indigo
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